Can I Keep You?

Harumph!
been prone to fall head over heels easily to old celebrity crushes recently
(I say 'head over heels', but i think it is an understatement...when i fall, i fall REAL hard...even to someone surreal)
excuse me while i pull myself together

Jason Mraz
Josh Groban
Robert Downey Jr
(as the weeks go on i assure you this list will keep getting longer)

I figured this is my way of dealing with my huge crush on somebody much closer to reality
for those of you who know me, i know you realized it has been a while since i really fall for someone
someone who is not usually my type s'more

argh...the agonyy...
i know i knoww
this is the best part...the courting..
i'm trying my best to enjoy every bit of the process
believe me

like
the embarassment if initiating the first chat everytime
the way the earth seem to sing with you when he replies
the frustration when it seems like he doesn't respond my eagerness to get to know him
the way you suddenly appreciate how beautiful your messy room actually is when he laughed at your (lame) attemp to be funny
the way that that annoying girls' voice nearby seem almost angelic when you see Him log-in
the will power to keep from messaging him every time he comes online

dear YOU,
before i go absolutely insane,
please
Can I Keep You?