Singing in front of closed doors

I always try to look at the positive side of life

It makes life much more easier don't you think?

It warms me to know that I have made a difference in some peoples lives with that positive view,

and without realizing,

I have put too much expectancy on myself to always always be positive and happy

for being an example to others more than for myself

I forget

that sometimes, it is okay to show sadness

sometimes it is okay to let it out

rather than keeping it all in

alone

I had found someone that I was ready to open up to

yet for reasons that sometimes are fuzzy, I would have to close back the door

As hard as it is to open it, it is as hard to close it

I have accepted the fate,

yet my heart is not yet fully closed,

Even if it is just for a short while, I think

We can still live happily ever after,

If we just seize the days that we have,

I silently sing for him

to hear the songs of my heart,

But his heart is closed

oh how easily it closed